sk8erzero
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 |  Subject: Dear Valentine :)  Mon Feb 06, 2012 3:16 am | |
| I have a friend in our town. I usually hang in their house. I’m always with them when their going out and sometimes I’m sleeping over to their house. Almost everyday I’m in their house and because of that I’ll become closer to his cousins. Until I fell in love to one of his cousin and one of his cousin become my girl best friend. My best friend help me to build myself up to her cousin. And finally her cousin become my girlfriend. We does not stay long as a couple. I felt depression and seemed there is something wrong to me. My depression grew bigger when I found out that her cousin (my ex) got new boyfriend. I also found out to my best friend that I’m only a rebound to her and she does not really love me her cousin just pity on me and because of that break up me and my best friend become more closer.
We are the usual best friend we’re talking/texting till late night or till one of us fell a sleep. She calls me panget and I call her panget as well. When we are together we’re just mocking each other about. She’s always there for me….I tell everything to her and she’s always there to listen to me. Whenever I’m sad my best friend always there to cheer me up. My best friend always giving me good words to enlighten my mind how good life is. I become closer to my best friend’s family. I’m always with them in family gathering or if they are going out I’m always invited. Because my house and my best friend’s house is just few house a way during Christmas we are attending the nine mornings together. She gonna shout my name and saying “simbang gabi na” . The time goes by she will stay in manila for her study. Our communication does not end. We still texting each other. One day my best friend grouched at me and I’m clueless I don’t know why she grouched. I wondered if I did something wrong. I asked her why she grouched and she told me why I did not tell her I have a new girl friend. She moan and she said she thought she’s my best friend and why I did not tell her that I have a new girl friend and I explain to her everything that I’m going to tell her. I suddenly notice our communication become lesser. We talk and text less not like before, I don’t know why maybe because I have a new girl friend and she’s busy in her study but I’m still going out with her including my girlfriend. My girlfriend and her jibed along they become friends. One day my bestfriend told me she have a boyfriend already I can’t explain what I felt my heart beats faster and I felt sadness I don’t know why. There was a time we completely loss our communication. She’s always telling me I’m snobbish maybe because I’m only giving her a message if I’m sad or if me and my girlfriend had a fight. Every time I have an argument with my girlfriend she’s always telling me “kung ako na lang kase eh d sana Masaya ka” and I’m not taking it seriously and as far as I know she still have a boyfriend. One time my best friend told me “you sent me a message do you have a problem?” and it does make me upset and a sort of guilt maybe she’s right most of the time I only remember her if I have a problem. After 2 years relationship with my girlfriend we broke up and my best friend found out it. She gave me a ring and asked how I am of course the usual feeling. After that relationship it seemed I never had a serious relationship my bestfriend always scolding me about flirting and karma. My bestfriend left the Philippines and I left our province because of the job offer despite of long distance we still have communication. In my new place I met a girl and I had a complicated relationship. My bestfriend knew what kind of relationship I’m into and she told me I should consider the consequence of being in that kind of relationship. I’m always complaining to my bestfriend how complicated relationship hurt me. One day I cant take it anymore and we broke up and again I hate my miserable life and again my bestfriend is there for me even though we’re miles away and she told me she gonna leave her boyfriend for me I did not take notice what she told me because I used to her mock about being me and her. One day she told me she’s not happy anymore to her boyfriend I told her maybe because they are miles away that’s why she’s feeling a loneliness and she said her boyfriend is effortless. She told me she flying back home when I received that message it seemed my heart will jump off, I am very happy when I heard that she’s coming home. Finally the day has come, she texted me to let me know that she’s here. I went to their house to see her. Nothing changed we still mocking each other. One night she asked me “you miss me?” and I replied I will be a liar if I would tell I did not and suddenly she said “uy you like me already” and I answered back yes I like her since I’m with my complicated girlfriend and she does not believed me I told her now I’m telling you that I like you and I’m falling for you and your not believing. She replied “why now?” I told her because you have a boyfriend she replied back “I still have a boyfriend” and I said yes I know but your relationship is on the rocks. She went out of town with her boyfriend and she told me she don’t feel magic anymore and she told me why she’s not happy the time she’s with her boyfriend. She told me as well that it seemed her boyfriend don’t want to spend time with her while she’s here in the Philippines. I had a slip of the tongue I told her don’t worry I’m your bestfriend and I will do what your boyfriend can not do. We had an over night swimming with our friends she’s upset because her boyfriend did not come and I told her you are in the Philippines to enjoy your vacation. In the other day when we’re heading back home I just realize I’m holding her hand seemed I want to hold it as my girlfriend. That night she texted me “you’re a gentleman last night and your sweetness earlier is different…you really love me?” she’s mocking me about what I feel for her. I answered her remember what I’ve told you I will do what your boyfriend can not do. Then she teased me and said “why you did not tell me your feelings personally?” I said last night I want to tell you but I don’t have a chance. Then whenever we’re together we’re secretly holding our hands like a teenager who’s not allow to have a girlfriend/boyfriend. I feel so happy when I’m always with her and I am vocal to her what I am feeling. I told her I’m shy to her dad because they might think I’m taking her advantage and I’m not respecting him (her dad) if I will court her. During she’s here in the Philippines I make sure she feel how special she is to me. My dad told me I’m only courting her because I will take advantage her and that’s make my head hot, my bestfriend knew about it and she told me “I know your not that kind of person” and that words made me more confident and believe in myself. The time goes by and she’s leaving the Philippines and me again. During we’re in the car going to the airport we’re holding each other hands and act as a couple secretly. Because of the technology now a days we still communicating even though she’s waiting her connecting flight and she told me she and her boyfriend in 5 yrs broke up. I asked her why and she told me in her stayed in the Philippines her boyfriend did not make her happy and did not make any effort to be with her while she’s here, she also told me her boyfriend does not try to accompany her in the airport. She also stated to me that she think that decision several times and she already told me that she’s breaking up with him when she’s still in U.K. Even though we’re miles away I continued the courtship and when I’ve got my guts I asked the permission to her dad and mom that I will court her. The good news is her dad told me that for him its all right and the decision is my best friend’s hand. I court her thru skype, yahoo messenger and facebook. We’re always talking I’m doing the night as a day and a day as a night. One day just for fun I’ve requested a relationship status to her in facebook and I told her if you accept it, it means she love me. 20th of june 2011 when I log in my facebook I saw a relationship status with her and I quickly give her a message and asked her if she’s serious in accepting my request and she said that she love me  her cousin (my original friend) was teasing us and said “you two waited for so long and now you end up together if you two listen to me you’ve been together since then” and her cousin (my ex) also teasing us saying that we look good together and why we wasted our time to others. Her sister and cousins are happy that we end up together. As a matter of fact one of her cousin told her that she (her cousin) thought that our love story happens only in soap operas. Me and my girl friend have a long distance relationship but we make sure our distance will not be the barrier in our love. We’re talking everyday. I’ll always make sure I will see her before she go to work and go to bed. if there’s as chance we eat and watch movie together via skype. Distance will not be a hindrance if you love someone. We’re still together happy and contented in our relationship.
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